Damn!

Damn!

What is the deal with me?
I really do not understand.

It seems that only yesterday,
I was committed to a plan.

A plan to turn my life around,
Too finally make a stand.

Better living through being fit,
Yeah I have done that bit.

For two long years now,
I had some nice successes.

But to be quite honest, today,
The mental stuff is rough.

I have days filled with apathy,
Which, I just don’t understand.

I have let things go for far too long,
I can feel it in and on my bones.

I’m right back were I started from.
And though it is hard to take,

I would much rather confess it here.
Than to go on being fake.

And yet, when my mind is busy making up excuses,
There remains one constant hope.

I do have friends out there,
Who will help me, stay afloat.

Are you achin', for some bacon?

It's official our membership cards arrived yesterday. Now, if I could only fly out of Des Moines for the prices available at airports located three hours away. Gee Whiz.